I don't know why I attract broken people... Why I like broken and fucked up individuals... Even more than me...
And after I'm too scared to keep them close to know then more because I'm scared they will hurt me... I don't want to waste my time knowing someone fucked up who is so fucking narcissist that doesn't love me enough as I am. Not more than him, just similar, not less.... I don't think I deserve less...
I don't want to take the risk to invest my time knowing someone who will kick me out or push me away.... As I do with everyone .... Investing my life in loving someone more than I love myself... and after don't feel accept it. focused and getting lost in knowing someone because I don't want to focus and fight for myself.
