The loneliness dialogue

L- Sometimes I feel if I disappear maybe someone will notice in some days, not before. I am not indispensable for nobody...

T- Is that sad?

L- Is that lonely?

T- Could be.

L- I have had this feeling all my life. Every time that I asked for company, a pet, a brother,..., someone who play with, the answer was...

T- No.

L- Why?

T- Because I say that.

L- But it is not reasonable at all.

(...)

L- So, I started to build a mask which showed I did not need anyone or anything else to be happy.

T- You had to feel you had everything. It was enough with you.

L- I should not feel loneliness if I was alone because I was continuously alone.

T- So it is better if you accept it and do not think in anything else.

L- I had my pony world as all the children have but in mine I was alone. I did not have imaginary friends or a pet; I was in my world on my own.

T- Now, for you it is extremely difficult to express your feelings. To say a friend: Ey! I need you!

L- Or you should write me from time to time if you are interested in me, you know.

T- Because this person may say...

L- No.

T- They could think...

L- Who is this woman that now needs something from me?

T- She did not ask for nothing. She only exists for me if I need something from her...or she asks for me first.

L- Hi T! How are you?

T- I am ok.

L- I know you do not care about me.

T- Of course, I do not give a fuck about, I like the face you shows me.

L- Do not you want to know the rest? The whole me?

T- Why I should? I have enough with you like this.